On a promise.... Day 6 and Friday night. Work people on a night out and I went quickly and then left...no drinks. Girl is texting me during the night drinking and wanted me to pick her up (with shannanigans to follow) provided i had 1 drink so she didn't feel so bad.... Texted her back and told her...no drinks for me devil woman..... Can't imagine what would have happened if I went and drank like usual, what would have happened in front of others and what the Weekend remorse would feel like....Then the Monday morning....all the paranoia.... phew....disaster averted! |
Isnt it amazing, looking in at these antics, how insane our behavior used to be? And waking up in the morning, no hangover, no shame or regret? It is such a blessing to out that stuff behind us. Congratulations to you on 6 days and to not been led back to it. |
Thx...the thought of just 1 drink crossed my mind given what was on the line but even if I kept to 1 drink this time I know it would only be a matter of time before the next uncontrollable binge and blackout.... |
That sure was a test akin to the garden of Eden, huh? I'm female, and we know how to get our way, usually. Hopefully you gained some sober strength from that :scoregood |
Yep feel really strong right now....missed a good time but gained a lot more than that....plus good to be a male and play hard to get for once....haha |
Great that you thought ahead. I sometimes just react and if I did what you did I would be much better off. Congrats on day 6! |
Yeah but the thought of being strong forever still seems out of reach and a pipe dream but I know I have to.....not so hard when last weeks bender still burns....will be harder when it is a distant memory... |
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