Some thoughts on my sobriety.
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Some thoughts on my sobriety.
I wanted to talk a little bit about my life the last 77 days. I have now been sober for the longest period of time since I started drinking. So being that I am 30, that means I have been sober longer than I have been in 16 years.
I have been trying to create a healthier life and I have been very successful at doing that so far. I have been going to AA, got a sponsor, and I am working the steps. I have begun to work out again for the first serious time in 12 years. I am going though my personal finances and trying to get my financial house in order. I am spending the time with my wife and son that they deserve.
Long story short, I am trying to deal with problems and responsibilities that I have avoided for so long. The amazing part for me is how when you deal with your problems, you can fix them. I am working through my issues, not overnight, but much quicker than I would have ever though possible when I didn't plan. I have already paid off one debt, and I'm on my way to get rid of those demons. My health is improving rapidly- BP went from 140/100 to 127/67 in less than 3 months. and most importantly, my personal life is getting back on track. My wife and I have only had one argument since this journey began, and I realized I was reverting to my sick thinking, cooled my head and apologized for my part.
I know this is a long winded post, but it does me some good to be able to say out loud something about my progress. Now I have to make sure that I do not become complacent and proactive in my recovery. I also feel like I need to work on my humility and keeping my pride in check in all areas of my life. I know I have a long road ahead, but at least I can make some progress, when I am on the right road.
Thanks for letting me share.
I have been trying to create a healthier life and I have been very successful at doing that so far. I have been going to AA, got a sponsor, and I am working the steps. I have begun to work out again for the first serious time in 12 years. I am going though my personal finances and trying to get my financial house in order. I am spending the time with my wife and son that they deserve.
Long story short, I am trying to deal with problems and responsibilities that I have avoided for so long. The amazing part for me is how when you deal with your problems, you can fix them. I am working through my issues, not overnight, but much quicker than I would have ever though possible when I didn't plan. I have already paid off one debt, and I'm on my way to get rid of those demons. My health is improving rapidly- BP went from 140/100 to 127/67 in less than 3 months. and most importantly, my personal life is getting back on track. My wife and I have only had one argument since this journey began, and I realized I was reverting to my sick thinking, cooled my head and apologized for my part.
I know this is a long winded post, but it does me some good to be able to say out loud something about my progress. Now I have to make sure that I do not become complacent and proactive in my recovery. I also feel like I need to work on my humility and keeping my pride in check in all areas of my life. I know I have a long road ahead, but at least I can make some progress, when I am on the right road.
Thanks for letting me share.
Thats great, man! You have a lot to live for - home and a family. I'm your age too (31) and made 50 days earlier in October. Then loneliness took its toll and I begin drinking like a fish again. It's good that you pointed out the pride issue. I strongly believe that along with controlling the stress level, it's the most important part of recovery. Also try to control your mood. If it's bad for a long time, it's a big trigger. I'm only on day 4, but full of optimism.
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