Day 13 is unlucky
Anxiety and depression can make me feel unlucky. Down right cursed.
Feeling lost and alone can sweep me away some days. That's if I allow them as Under currents to do that to me.
I am Italian. It's thought that the number 13 is lucky. I guess I believe that too.
It happens to be my day 13 as well. I don't count days but if I have to share this day with you then how unlucky can we both be?
Feeling lost and alone can sweep me away some days. That's if I allow them as Under currents to do that to me.
I am Italian. It's thought that the number 13 is lucky. I guess I believe that too.
It happens to be my day 13 as well. I don't count days but if I have to share this day with you then how unlucky can we both be?
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Am on day 10..and feeling not so hot as well. Hang in there. I find that in times like this..just knowing that SR is only a click away brings great relief and once I start reading..I feel much better. Congrats on day 13!..
Remember any sober day is a lucky day. Each time I am feeling a little crappy I remember a day or morning from my drinking days. I do not want to go back. I always felt better when I write my feelings down. Maybe try that. Keep writing and then read it to yourself.
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WWG, I remember all too vividly day 8 for me. It was like the lowest I had ever been. I remember laying on the bathroom floor bawling like everyone I knew had died. Like every sad emotion I had ever drank away & stuffed down came erupting like a volcano. It paralyzed me with pain. I couldn't move, just sob.
And I realized alcohol had done this to me. All that drinking did was postpone my misery. Eventually, you have to deal with it.
Guess what? I survived. Have had ups & downs but nothing like the first few weeks.
And you & I never have to experience this again.
Just get through it...heal. And don't ever go back to the bottle, the cause of all this pain & misery.
Someone said yesterday.....the difference between a good day & a bad day is about 2 days.
It's true, it will pass.
Super congrats on 13 1/2 days! The worst is almost over!
And I realized alcohol had done this to me. All that drinking did was postpone my misery. Eventually, you have to deal with it.
Guess what? I survived. Have had ups & downs but nothing like the first few weeks.
And you & I never have to experience this again.
Just get through it...heal. And don't ever go back to the bottle, the cause of all this pain & misery.
Someone said yesterday.....the difference between a good day & a bad day is about 2 days.
It's true, it will pass.
Super congrats on 13 1/2 days! The worst is almost over!
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