Eveofthefuture

not doing well at all. thank you for listening. i managed to relapse hard again! going through some withdrawal but have no one to speak to, and to confide in... chased everyone out of my life it seems like. day one for me, well, and i am not doing well, stuck in my bed all day... physically and mentally stuck!

ru12

Hi,

I'm sorry that you dealing with this. For me, nothing got better until I stopped drinking. It was very hard to do at first, but I had to get alcohol out of my life. I hope you feel better soon.

Eveofthefuture

thank you for the encouragement ru12. i know that it is what i have to do. hanging in there.

PaperDolls

Have you considered some face to face support? Therapy, AA, rehab?

The face to face support really made a difference to me.

Dee74

I hope you'll feel better tomorrow Eve
I think PD's suggestion is a good one

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Eveofthefuture

Thank you PD & Dee74: I would but I am completely broke. No Job...

MIRecovery

AA is free. It saved my life when I had exhausted all other options

sugarbear1

Tri-County Central Office - Alcoholics Anonymous - Tampa

Call them or email them. Your computer network seems to be working!

Stay strong and don't drink!!

Hugs & love,

Hevyn

Hi Eve. I'm sorry you're so down, but you can get back on track again and leave the misery behind. We believe in you, and we know you can do it.

Eveofthefuture

thanks everyone. thank you very much. feeling sick and so down... cant really get out of bed... almost went out to buy booze...

Needsassistance

Don't drink eve. id recommend you eat something and get some sleep. It'll feel a little better in the am, then you'll be able to plot your next steps with some more clarity.

hope22

Eve it will get better when was the last time you drank? How long were you drinking? Just asking because for me the depression, anxiety lasted for days. It got to the point if I relaped one day after not drinking weeks or for a month the results were the same. It stinks no doubt about it. Just trying to understand where your coming from. Hang in there and your not alone.

Eveofthefuture

thank you needassistance. i know this has to get better... still no drinking. in bed... is the complete lack of energy normal considering... and cold yet, sweating

Eveofthefuture

hello hope22 and thank you. last drink was this morning, i have been going back and forth recently. drinking a lot, then stop then drink even more... developed a high tolerance obviously...

PaperDolls

Please do not hesitate to go to the ER. It can be dangerous withdrawing from alcohol. There's no shame in getting help with it. I think most of us did in one way or another.

Check into free/low cost help in your county. Many offer services like that.

There's no need to try and do this on your own. People are there to help.

hoosiervet

It will get better. ou cant drink anymore. Think of how you feel the next morning realizing you have to start over. I will say a prayer for you. Hoosiervet

Dee74

If you're really ill Eve, please do see a Dr.

Either go to your own Dr, to the ER or see if one of these links might help:

There are a lot of free or low cost clinics around - if there's one in your local area you might get some medical advice there?

2-1-1 Call Center Search

Free/Low-Cost/Sliding-Scale Clinics
take care and stay safe Eve
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