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Old 10-19-2012, 12:58 AM   #1 (permalink)
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Graphic Using Dreams And Contact With My Ex.


I just got woken up by the most graphic using dream I have ever had. I haven't had a using dream for ages and although open to the fact that I would most likely have one again, I didn't think it would be as graphic as this one was. It scared me. It was addict me, smoking heroin. The one drug I always wanted but never touched. I came close to it just before I went to rehab but luckily I went in before I could do it.

I don't really remember all that much from the dream apart from the fact I was with someone else doing heroin and someone who wasn't. And whilst the someone who was doing it was telling me to get more the person who wasn't doing it pretty much reacted in the same way any non-addict would. I woke up shook and full of shame. I haven't used but I know it's a possibility if I don't take this a day at a time and pray for my reservations to be removed.

So when I woke up I picked up my phone to find a facebook friend request from my ex fiance and a message from her saying people are out to get me. Now that I am not too worried about. I can handle myself, and I mean if these people are genuinely out to get me they must be a bit dense because well I'm at home....I've kinda come to the conclusion if I get several more messages I will be passing them onto the police. But whoa what a morning, and I've only been up 5 minutes. Just needed to share. Thanks.
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Old 10-19-2012, 01:54 AM   #2 (permalink)
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Some of those dream can be unsettling...really intense.

I've always treated like other dreams tho - just synapses firing randomly...try not to let it ruin your day

Never been in the other situation... so like you say, best to involve the authorities if it continues.

Hope your day ends up a good one

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Old 10-19-2012, 02:32 AM   #3 (permalink)
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I'm actually off to do some support work now so maybe my HP answered my prayers.
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