I think I feel well enough I can do my delivery tomorrow
 

Service and fellowship are important to me, I have missed it. I spent so much of my life in isolation reaching out really fills a void. I think thats what I let drugs and alcohol do but I just got more isolated. My ex said I was cheating on her but I wasn't but I was my love affair was the booze and that's what she meant. She would say you are home but you are not here. It was so true.I try now to be present even if it is only with myself.