Huge step apologies - I think I posted this in the wrong forum before: TODAY WAS A FIRST FOR ME!!! So I have tried on and off for a year to quit - I do ok, I fail, I do great, I fail great, etc, etc....throughout last year I checked out some AA meetings and found one in particular that I really liked the vibe of. It happened to be on a Monday - so I havent had a drink in two days and I thought, well why not check out that meeting again. I really would like to quit quit but I definitely am hearing my av knocking on my problems...anyway I went to the meeting and really enjoyed it..then I went up after the meeting and asked a member who introduced himself (I'd seen him at other meetings) for a 24 hour commitment medallion - that is huge for me to even speak to someone never mind ask for it - well I got it!!!!!!!! I've held onto it tight all day - now I am getting ready to play a gig (I am a musician) at my local pub - hope I can fulfill the meaning of the commitment and come home sober tonight to SR. I am very proud though for going to the meeting and getting the medallion - well, off I go for my night |
That's a great start....Maybe next meeting you can ask him about finding a sponsor. Good job...And congrats on getting the medallion...It's the most important one. |
👍good for you copperfield! One day at a time...have a great and sober gig!! |
Congratulations! Have a great sober gig Copperfield - stay focused and true and you can totally do this :) (and yeah I nuked that other thread :)) D |
I MADE IT THROUGH THE GIG!!! ehhh it wasnt fun unfortunately and I couldnt wait to get off stage - a ton of anxiety and such but....I DID IT!!! NOW IM HOME, SOBER AND ON SR, THANK YOU SR!!!!!! |
Nice job copperfield. Taking on a new commitment while working a pub is HUGE! Congratulations! |
Awesome! congratulations! I have a hard time *attending* a show sober, never mind playing one in that state. Well done! |
Way to GO ((Copperfield))!! Hugs and prayers, Amy |
Thank you everyone - means so much to read all your supportive messages!!!!!!!!!!!! Impurrfect I like you cat pics!!! I have a tuxedo Cat!!! |
That is just aweosme... :) You did great. Sorry the anxiety got to you a bit, but that really will fade in time... I have some one from here that is a musician leading for me on thursday BBThumper.. He has 5 years , and struggled with playing at first too. Keep going and growing in AA.. :) |
Congrats on making it through..what a huge accomplishment!! Everyday and every hour sober is a success! |
Well done! The excitement in your first post was almost tangible :) Keep it up :D |
What a great post to read before closing my sober eyes for the night ;) Good stuff Copperfield!!! |
Welcome Copperfield! Check out Sentso's posts, he's a musician and is doing very well in his recovery-maybe you can relate to some of his posts from early on :) |
Wonderful! Good for you Copperfield. |
Originally Posted by NoFireWater
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Welcome Copperfield! Check out Sentso's posts, he's a musician and is doing very well in his recovery-maybe you can relate to some of his posts from early on :) Hi NFW-hope you are well, I thought of Sentso too when I read this! If you look in the July 2012 thread copperfield you can see his story |
Great stuff Copperfield! Really pleased for you! I echo the others with checking out Sentso's posts, managed to quit whilst on tour, pretty awesome :) |
Keep going strong :) |
My humble congratz to you copperfield!! I know how hard it must have been. You have courage! Wolfram |
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