It really IS the little things! Name 1 little thing you notice now that you're sober!
I actually get excited about tomorrow!!! When i'm drinking i dread tomorrow. I always knew that a brutal hangover was assured, and i would do nothing all day but lay in an emotional nightmare. Now anything is possible! The future is exciting!!!
Last night I wrapped a few Christmas gifts and they were all neat and tidy and pretty, other years I've wrapped them with a bottle of wine at hand and they looked like something that had been wrapped by a 2 yr old.
When I took the dog out the last time for the night, I noticed it was cold enough to see my breath. First time this year. So I sang the song "The First Noelle" out in the yard.
I can't sleep and the dog wanted to go out. So when I took him out about 2 am, the air was completely still, and the cloud cover which we've had for a week, had lifted, revealing a spectacular night sky. There were so many stars twinkling. They looked like glowing Christmas balls, suspended in different lengths from a rich indigo cathedral ceiling. We stayed out a long time.
This would not have been noticed if I'd been drinking. I was never in the present moment, never content, never felt the inner abundance that I do now. I never felt I had as much of a place on the planet as anyone else. I do now. There is a place for me here, now.
This would not have been noticed if I'd been drinking. I was never in the present moment, never content, never felt the inner abundance that I do now. I never felt I had as much of a place on the planet as anyone else. I do now. There is a place for me here, now.
I saw a field of snow geese today on the drive to my daughters.
I loved the big fluffy snowflakes hitting the windshield.
I took the dog out at 1:15 am and there was a flock of geese in the sky, honking.
I loved the sparkling ice on the bush's branches.
Life is beautiful, sober.
I loved the big fluffy snowflakes hitting the windshield.
I took the dog out at 1:15 am and there was a flock of geese in the sky, honking.
I loved the sparkling ice on the bush's branches.
Life is beautiful, sober.
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Is it weird that this thread made me teary? I am still in day one so maybe I am just overly emotional, but reading this has made me even more regretful of all I've missed drinking and afraid I'll never have it again. Part of me fears I will always feel like I do today.
I'm really glad for all of you and your success.
I'm really glad for all of you and your success.
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