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DeepBreath2012 09-07-2012 04:34 PM

Can I share? Strength on Day 3 and song recommendation!
 
I feel so blessed to have found this forum and all of you tremendously strong and giving people. THANK YOU!

I just had to share because I've been having tons of cravings and could have given in at any point today. But guess what...I DID IT ~ I DIDN'T GIVE IN!!!

This is the first time in months that I have felt functional, for many reasons and on many levels.

I finished unpacking, went to the grocery store and stocked up on good food, did NOT stop at the many liquor stores and bars I passed along the way (I consider this a miracle), took 2 showers instead of not showering for days...and then listened to some inspirational music while making a gorgeous flower arrangement for myself.

I can feel the healthy me coming back...It has NOT been easy, but I'm doing it...one breath at a time...and it wouldn't be possible without this forum and all of you as inspiration!

I just had to share the most amazing song I heard today on this new CD I got. It is spiritual so...It's called "You Annointed Me" by Eric Peterson. I listened to it about five times crying with joy and gratitude.

Well, 3 days ago, I would have been a double bottle of wine into the day, at least...and either blacked out not knowing what the heck I was doing or passed out on the couch before waking up to drink more.

Instead, I am sitting here, completely present in mind, body, and soul...having a warm cup of coffee, listening to my doggies snoring, and planning what delicious meal I will cook up for my dinner. Praise God!

Here is to a sober weekend for us all...I am sending you all strength, peace, and happiness! Thanks for being here!!!

pipparina 09-07-2012 04:49 PM

Congrats on kicking that craving right in the face. Remember this happy feeling the next time it comes around. Each time you get past a craving, you get stronger

Sapling 09-07-2012 05:17 PM

What a nice post...Thank you!

Purplecatlover 09-07-2012 05:20 PM

Congrats on day 3.
It is a hard road but it is possible :)
I love the song Cry out To Jesus by Third Day.
It talks about addictions & other problems.
There's a video on YouTube.

Keep reading & posting. SR is what got me through the first few months & still gives me strength when I need it.

candi7 09-07-2012 05:43 PM

Keep up the good work! Congrats on 3 days!

Hevyn 09-07-2012 05:46 PM

Thank you for sharing that wonderful news with us, DeepBreath. It's great to hear you so positive and determined.

soulgypsy 09-07-2012 06:14 PM

Absolutely beautiful day, DeepBreath.

Keep breathing, singing and crying. Gratitude and joy is what I believe life is all about.

I am so happy for you!

DeepBreath2012 09-07-2012 07:18 PM

Thank you all so very much!! Had some tremendous cravings tonight, but I made it. Thank you for your encouragement!

Pondlady 09-07-2012 07:21 PM

Clean shower, flowers, music, a good meal......all benefits of sobriety! I'm glad you are feeling so good....keep it up.

Itchy 09-07-2012 08:14 PM

Thank you for the sober energy you share when you post here. Posts like yours remind me to be grateful just to be able to feel grateful.


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