Bleh evening...AV chattering
Bleh evening...AV chattering
Friday night and I am bored!! Not only do I not drink, I am also trying to lose weight so pigging out isn't an option either. I have cleaned the house. Husband is irritating me. Kids were fighting. ARGGGG!!!! I will not drink, but boy does my AV loooove times like this. The beast makes so much more sense when I am already down, but I know it lies. Tomorrow I am planning a 7 mile walk and my AV thumbed his nose at me.
I feel trapped though. Bored, tired, hungry, irritated...all gold for AV. Will not give in, just venting.
I feel trapped though. Bored, tired, hungry, irritated...all gold for AV. Will not give in, just venting.
My iced tea said it's decaf...??
You are so amazing, AEO. So very proud of you and how far you have come. Do you do any needlework or crochet or knit? How about popping some popcorn and reading a good book - away from the fam? Peace and quiet is a wonderful thing!!
Keep up the great work!!!
Keep up the great work!!!
Hate baths...they have always grossed me out.
Just texted my co-worker to tell her how I was feeling. I teach special education and was wondering if I caught ADHD from one of my students (JOKE!!).
Just texted my co-worker to tell her how I was feeling. I teach special education and was wondering if I caught ADHD from one of my students (JOKE!!).
Sleep! I'm sooo not tired though. I also read, work out, veg on the computer, wander around my house aimlessly to get my fitbit steps in (awesome little gadget). I'm sure there is a closet or something that needs cleaning...
Originally Posted by aeo1313
I also read, work out, veg on the computer, wander around my house aimlessly to get my fitbit steps in (awesome little gadget). I'm sure there is a closet or something that needs cleaning...
I've found working out to be very efficient though, especially high intensity and low reps. Keep the brain focused on something else, you know.
Perhaps less tell your AV to shutup, and more realize your AV is entirely your addictive voice, and so, by definition, your AV is not YOU. Your Beast (addictive desire) of course wants to be satisfied, and is using your AV to get you emotionally worked up and mentally stressed so as to blur the lines which make the difference between YOU and your addiction.
Yelling at your AV only feeds the Beast, so, try having some positive emotional energies created by your enjoyment of knowing how separated you are already from the stupid Beast (addictive desire) and the boring monologe from the AV (addictive voice).
It really is useless for the Beast and AV to try to get you to believe YOU want to drink, and that you're suffering. Its the other way around, and enjoying the truth of that is a wonderful experience.
You're good people, aeo.
I don't see how drinking would help. I mean, you have a hubby and kids and all. It is not like you are going to get your "party" on tonight. Sorry, I understand being energetic with nothing to do, but don't see the fun in getting drunk to wake up to a hangover with kids.
I am kind of young, so maybe I just don't get it, but I do understand thinking that drinking will cure boredom.
Take Care
I am kind of young, so maybe I just don't get it, but I do understand thinking that drinking will cure boredom.
Take Care
I don't see how drinking would help. I mean, you have a hubby and kids and all. It is not like you are going to get your "party" on tonight. Sorry, I understand being energetic with nothing to do, but don't see the fun in getting drunk to wake up to a hangover with kids.
I am kind of young, so maybe I just don't get it, but I do understand thinking that drinking will cure boredom.
Take Care
I am kind of young, so maybe I just don't get it, but I do understand thinking that drinking will cure boredom.
Take Care
Hi aeo,
Perhaps less tell your AV to shutup, and more realize your AV is entirely your addictive voice, and so, by definition, your AV is not YOU. Your Beast (addictive desire) of course wants to be satisfied, and is using your AV to get you emotionally worked up and mentally stressed so as to blur the lines which make the difference between YOU and your addiction.
Yelling at your AV only feeds the Beast, so, try having some positive emotional energies created by your enjoyment of knowing how separated you are already from the stupid Beast (addictive desire) and the boring monologe from the AV (addictive voice).
It really is useless for the Beast and AV to try to get you to believe YOU want to drink, and that you're suffering. Its the other way around, and enjoying the truth of that is a wonderful experience.
You're good people, aeo.
Perhaps less tell your AV to shutup, and more realize your AV is entirely your addictive voice, and so, by definition, your AV is not YOU. Your Beast (addictive desire) of course wants to be satisfied, and is using your AV to get you emotionally worked up and mentally stressed so as to blur the lines which make the difference between YOU and your addiction.
Yelling at your AV only feeds the Beast, so, try having some positive emotional energies created by your enjoyment of knowing how separated you are already from the stupid Beast (addictive desire) and the boring monologe from the AV (addictive voice).
It really is useless for the Beast and AV to try to get you to believe YOU want to drink, and that you're suffering. Its the other way around, and enjoying the truth of that is a wonderful experience.
You're good people, aeo.
As soon as I got up and folded some clothes and read some in my book the thoughts stopped. The beast is becoming so very weak.
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