Oh The Irony
Oh The Irony
my truck got hit by a drunk driver today. It was very weird to be the victim. I didn't know how to feel. It was partly relief, I was on the other side, it was partly just sadness at the insanity of it all. It was partly guilt because at a time it could have been me. It got me thinking about amends and forgiveness and responsibilty. I just wanted everything to be ok but it wasn't. I highly reccomend a Toyota Tacoma in a crash and being sober in the process.
So the cops came by this evening for a statement and stuff, I quess the guy had priors. I didn't know what to say or how to respond. He can't be on the streets but there is still a deep sadness in me. And an anger, not so much at him as the damage drink does. I braced up my bumper so it wasn't rubbing the front tire but how do I brace up myself. I had a DUI, should have had many. Who could I have harmed? I'm doing amends but how do I do it for myself? The days i'd wake in a panic to see if my car was like parked and had I done something to someone or something? It seems stupid but the guilt and shame is just there. Sorry.
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