In Bed With A Sinus Infection But Feel Guilty
Head hurts, tired, don't want to move. Sound familiar? I keep thinking hangover though its not. How do I let the past go? Non drunks have issues but I still tie my issues to drinking. Is recovery really recovering my self? Why do I beat myself up when I've already been there, done that. I think drinking was not so much about not feeling bad as it was an excuse as to why I felt bad. I don't know if this makes sense. Sobriety doesn't buy a free pass, it just buys sobriety. The rest is up to me. Dang.
What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly ~ Lao Tsu