chillicam

Visiting rock botom again each time seems easier less and less to loose, lfts are through the roof again fighting with wife constantly i am not loosing anymore from this day forth , have been trying meetings rehab ect since i was 23 am now 35 alcohol has ruined my life it is in control of me and i am glad rock bottom is visiting , my children only know a drunk dad i want to appreciate my time ahead sober, i have depresion 100% through drinking nervousnes am delusional very paranoid i am in perth australia, i would love for some guidance and help for the journey ahead.

2granddaughters

I surrendered to the program of Alcoholics Anonymous. It's worked for over 23 yrs.

All the best.

Bob R

soberbrooke

My father died from alcoholism when he was 38, in 1985. I have finally found my serenity in AA. I have been in and out since I was 16 and it finally just stuck this time around. I now have 8 months and I am so much happier. I have been on anti-depressants, have contemplated suicide, thought I was bipolar, I cried all the time, etc.... Now I am a happy human being, living the life that I always dreamed of. Sober for 8 months, I am still a newbie, but I did it through AA and with my sponsor. I hope you can find your serenity.

chillicam

I will look up my local AA have a feeling it was tuesday nights might be very lucky

chillicam

Day 2 awake allready persistant dihorea clamy skin and itchy all over have had 4 hours sleep, no throwing up yet ussualy when i get some appetite back i start dry reaching before meals, ahhh good old cold turkey! It does however feel this time that it will be for a long time i would always feel better by wednesdays no atter what i had binged on, this last time it went thursday to monday witch is what i could get away with. I am feeling i have enough guilt in the bank to keep me till first meeting back tonight. My wife has no confidence in me and im a bit ashamed to tell her im going.

FredG

Welcome to SR.

Go to this page - Alcoholics Anonymous Perth CSO W.Australia and call the 24 hour help line. You can also check out the meeting list that there.

chillicam

Thanks FredG got on top of the meeting times yesterday tuesday is the only day i have to miss in my local area. I think its been close to 10 years since last meeting! A bit nervous. Funny how quickly 20 years of abuse accumulates, my longest sober period in this time has been 1 month.

FredG

All you need to do is concentrate on today. Just don't drink today and when tomorrow becomes today - repeat

10 years since your last ?? Time to go then.

Just remember, if you needed a drink you'd find a way to get one. Now that you need to stay sober, you can do the same, find a way to do it

chillicam

Just helped my sister pickup her new car and shes like just went up the road and bought u a present, i thought a 20 for petrol was fair hahhaha i have got to be kidding myself a carton of beer, yeh thanks sis she dosnt know that im stopping again and also my wife is like great that will save us some money! TBH I am not even a bit tempted.... I need to do it... Sick of living with constantly letting myself down well got a new 24 beer door stop!