30sAreDirty

I think it's been about two weeks since I was on here last. In that two weeks I've spent about 1500 dollars that I didn't have on pills. This sucks. I feel like a failure

Anna

It looks like you made it through most of a week when you were here the last time. Can you figure out what happened so you do things differently this time?

I think it's helpful to remember that addiction is a disease. It's not a character defect and you're not a failure.

tjololo

i do feel you. very warm welcome to SR again. and acceptance of being who you are is first step and wow you have already taken the first step.
"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better." - Samuel Beckett

Dee74

welcome back

Have you thought about getting more support, trying things in recovery you haven't tried before like a recovery programe or counselling, even seeing a Dr for their advice, even inpatient or outpatient rehab?

I think adding more and more things to our recovery routine, more and more support - actively doing more to stay clean, even when we're not craving, really helps

D

2granddaughters

If it gets much worse you'll have to start going to NA.

All the best.

Bob R