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Old 08-06-2012, 05:22 PM   #1 (permalink)
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Today is my 13th consecutive day sober, I've done that about 30 times but this time feels a bit different. I am finally almost comfortable with the thought of never drinking again. Usually I would be saying in my head that maybe one day It will be OK to drink again, but I think as many of us know it just doesn't work that way.

Unfortunately my hypochondria and anxiety is forcing me to believe that I somehow have mouth cancer (I always have a new illness, depends on the week). I have been chewing tobacco as sort of a replacement for the times I would usually drink. I have not even been doing it for 2 months but I keep worrying that I already have it. I am quitting after today and will be going to the dentist just to ease my mind.

Anyway, I am happy to be sober from alcohol and I am really enjoying sobriety, no more waking up wondering where my next bottle is coming from, no more sneaking drinks at work, and no more hiding my problem from everyone.

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Old 08-06-2012, 06:16 PM   #2 (permalink)
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congrats on 2 weeks Prodigy - and congrats on giving up the chewing baccy too...
I'm sure all will be well with your mouth, but it must be better to stop, for sure...

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Old 08-06-2012, 06:20 PM   #3 (permalink)
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Congrats!
See your doc to be sure with anything but many find their other issues also go away after being sober for a good long time. I was over the worst after the first few weeks but at almost two years now am still noticing improvements.
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Old 08-06-2012, 06:24 PM   #4 (permalink)
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Great news, prodigy. I felt the same way the last time I quit. (I'm now headed to 5 yrs.) Previously, I held on to the hope that I could have a few now and then. The last time, I knew it was game over. It would be far too dangerous for me to pick up again - I doubt I'd ever make it back to my sober life. It really is such a feeling of relief and freedom to be done with it.

I hope your other problems will be resolved soon - good that you're seeing a doctor.
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