starting over because I don't know what else to do
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starting over because I don't know what else to do
I am starting over with sobriety, and I feel like an idiot for even being here because of how many times I've said that and failed. I've been severely depressed lately, like where my body aches all over and I'm on the verge of tears all the time. I have recently cut off contact with my bf of over four years, and that has been affecting me a lot. It's a good decision in the long run, but I've been having a hard time and feeling really alone.
I hope you all are not sick of me yet, but I'm back. I'm planning on starting antidepressants tomorrow.
I'd like to start attending AA, but that probably won't happen for another month. I just started a new business venture that's taking up a lot of time, I have midterm exams coming up, and I will be out of town a lot over the next month on vacation and business. After that I would like to start going to AA. I'm posting here for accountability - I feel like whenever I'm active on SR, I do much better with avoiding alcohol. It's when I stop coming here that I slip back.
I hope you all are not sick of me yet, but I'm back. I'm planning on starting antidepressants tomorrow.
I'd like to start attending AA, but that probably won't happen for another month. I just started a new business venture that's taking up a lot of time, I have midterm exams coming up, and I will be out of town a lot over the next month on vacation and business. After that I would like to start going to AA. I'm posting here for accountability - I feel like whenever I'm active on SR, I do much better with avoiding alcohol. It's when I stop coming here that I slip back.
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