What phony line did your Addiction try to feed you today?
Today mine is actively saying as I write this: "Of course you don't want to finish painting that room. Painting is no fun without me as a buddy. Work with me and we will have fun AND get it done."
I am saying to it now, as I write this: "I will continue to live with a half painted room before I will ever spend another minute living with you. Now GET OUT. NOW!"
It is starting to leave with its head down but keeps looking back... It wants me to feel bad for it. Wants me to think I am being unnecessarily harsh.
I am going to get up now and go slam the door....
I am saying to it now, as I write this: "I will continue to live with a half painted room before I will ever spend another minute living with you. Now GET OUT. NOW!"
It is starting to leave with its head down but keeps looking back... It wants me to feel bad for it. Wants me to think I am being unnecessarily harsh.
I am going to get up now and go slam the door....
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Last night we were out with another couple that I don't know very well, but they like to talk like they're 'big drinkers'. So throughout the course of the evening I observe that they are mere kittens at the cream bowl, and the false bravado had my addictive voice saying 'for f*** sakes order some rounds of tequila and lets show them how it's done.'
Tonight it was one that loves to come around lately.
My addiction said: "You only started drinking when you started to live alone. One day when you aren't living alone anymore then you will be able to enjoy drinking again!"
Hmmnn, that makes no sense as when I lived with others, I DIDN'T drink. "So if I live with others again some day, I probably won't want to drink, you big stupid addiction! On top of everything else you are also illogical! Run! Run away from me. Your days are numbered, you idiot."
My addiction said: "You only started drinking when you started to live alone. One day when you aren't living alone anymore then you will be able to enjoy drinking again!"
Hmmnn, that makes no sense as when I lived with others, I DIDN'T drink. "So if I live with others again some day, I probably won't want to drink, you big stupid addiction! On top of everything else you are also illogical! Run! Run away from me. Your days are numbered, you idiot."
Today mine told me "Everyone already thinks it's only a matter of time before you do, and the odds are stacked against you. You know all too well only 10% recover. Just do it and get it over with."
What a cheap shot.
What a cheap shot.
"No one will feel comfortable around you because you're a non drinker."
Really getting my Achilles heel with this theme.
Well I wouldn't feel comfortable with myelf if I compromised myself and drank. And being comfortable with myself has to come first for anything authentic to follow.
Really getting my Achilles heel with this theme.
Well I wouldn't feel comfortable with myelf if I compromised myself and drank. And being comfortable with myself has to come first for anything authentic to follow.
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Ha. My addiction tried telling me this lie- Well Adrian is going with Jenny to your sisters house so you can just go and smoke a 10- maybe a twenty and then come back home, no one will know cause no one is at home with you. And when I heard them stupid lies I just laughed at it and thanked the Lord up above for giving me the strength to IGNORE them and the wisdom to know that those are just lies straight from the pits of hell-ADDICTION . Sometimes when I know that my son is going somewhere my mind tries to get me to believe that I can just do a little , but NO NO NO. I am determined to fight this fight with all that I have.
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