I too see a psychiatrist for my mood/personality disorder. At one time my anxiety was off the charts making attending NA/AA meetings next to impossible. Luckily there was online recovery support and programs that helped me to have a place to continue with my wellness treatments.
Online places like here at SR and SOS, LifeRing, SMART, CBT, DBT
made for a great recovery action plan.
As a dual-diagnosis person the DRA
website offers some great treatment for both mental illness and addiction at the same time. Today I use an integrated approach for my treatment. I need to treat both illness at the same time otherwise I'm doing a half-backed job of getting better.
Keep working to have a good quality of life. As you grow in treatment doing more will become less a chore and more of a reward. It has worked out well for me so far, remember progress not perfection.