Hi Scott. Glad you checked in. I know we say it all the time, but it does get much better as you go along. I wasn't very happy those first few weeks. Finally, the fog cleared and the sun began to come out. It actually took a few months to really feel good, but every day was a bit better than the last.
Proud of you for reaching Day 6 - we all understand how hard it is.
You are so much more than the worst thing you've ever done. Fr. Greg Boyle
A little voice deep inside me said, "Hello, I am here." It was a small voice, & sounded as if it were buried underneath the cushions of my couch. It was my soul...I had forgotten it.