coming_clean

The last few days have been a bit harder then before.
Struggling with how to look at sugar, cafaine intake. Struggling to let go of old social behavioural patterns. Struggling with work/re-schooling and a life of no security whatsoever (housing, job, pension, healthcare, = cricis = lack of perspective).

Today is going a bit better luckely.
Got up and felt rested.
Got more motivation and confidence. Forward is the only way there is, so I better enjoy is and try to make most out of it.

metta to all.

stillsleeping

Hello my love!

Security is important - so feel secure in the fact that you have proved to yourself and the world that whatever comes, you have the strength and resources to make the most of it all.

Love you xxx

coming_clean

nice to hear from you...
makes me happy.

stillsleeping

Haha! You too darlin

coming_clean

how's the job thing going and the sober thing going?