Five months today
I can hardly believe it.
As I look back on the past few months I realize --- I was a real go-getter and I've slowed down.
I'm absolutely stressed to the MAX at work - which is a bit temporary as I have two trials next week - so this is normal for work.
BUT, after having my first sober vacation, I've slacked big time on my recovery work. No BB reading, no sponsor meetings, no AA mtgs.
This is realize is an issue and I'm doing my damnest to rectify it without completely losing my mind at work.
So first things first, get my work finished, get to a mtg hopefully, and meet sponsor tonight.
Thanks to everyone here for all of the thoughtful responses to my posts filled with agonizing issues, not so agonizing issues, happiness and lows. Group hug everyone!!
As I look back on the past few months I realize --- I was a real go-getter and I've slowed down.
I'm absolutely stressed to the MAX at work - which is a bit temporary as I have two trials next week - so this is normal for work.
BUT, after having my first sober vacation, I've slacked big time on my recovery work. No BB reading, no sponsor meetings, no AA mtgs.
This is realize is an issue and I'm doing my damnest to rectify it without completely losing my mind at work.
So first things first, get my work finished, get to a mtg hopefully, and meet sponsor tonight.
Thanks to everyone here for all of the thoughtful responses to my posts filled with agonizing issues, not so agonizing issues, happiness and lows. Group hug everyone!!
CONGRATS!!!! :day1 (hey i count it as a birthday, because its the day you started a new life!)
Hey everyone!!! Thanks for the well wishes and good thoughts. I really needed that today. Things are still very tough at work and not so great between husband and I. He's being a royal jerk (has a cold) and I'm not taking it well. We are leaving for our trip today to see my mom and I wonder if that's the basis of our tension. In any case, I met with my sponsor yesterday and that helped me a lot. She's full of great information and just being able to talk to her as another alkie friend feels good.
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