ok, day five. little bit tougher.
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ok, day five. little bit tougher.
ok. got through the day. went to another meeting, met some more people. and it's good- every time i go, it's good, and i learn more.
but i did have such an urge to go get beer on the way home.
next step is finding a sponsor, and a home group. and it's weird, but i'm nervous about doing that...i'm scared i'll ask someone to be my sponsor and they'll say no. i'm laughing as i type this, because it's just ridiculous.
someone saying 'yeah, no thanks' is still about 8 million times better than waking up still drunk and trying yet again to make it through the work day.
so much better than checking my fb with one eye closed every morning, afraid of what the hell i posted....
oh well, another day down.
but i did have such an urge to go get beer on the way home.
next step is finding a sponsor, and a home group. and it's weird, but i'm nervous about doing that...i'm scared i'll ask someone to be my sponsor and they'll say no. i'm laughing as i type this, because it's just ridiculous.
someone saying 'yeah, no thanks' is still about 8 million times better than waking up still drunk and trying yet again to make it through the work day.
so much better than checking my fb with one eye closed every morning, afraid of what the hell i posted....
oh well, another day down.
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