drug dreams
 

when i had my little girl it changed my life! so why did i start having drug dreams only a week ago? she is 1. i have no desire to do drugs but yet every night i have a different dream about a different drug with different people every night for a week! in my dream i do the drug and then i wake up. i wake up before (in my dream) i feel the drug! i am a recovering party goer. alcohol and other drugs. i do have a life long history of mental illness but don't take meds. i don't need too because i'm happy, my angel makes me happy to where i don't need anything. that's why i cant understand how i randomly start having the dreams!