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hi....
not sure what to say. i've been an alcoholic for years now- i'm 31 and have been drinking since a teen. over the years it's gotten more and more out of control, and this past year has been awful. i've been hospitalized, missed many days of work, and even tried antabuse a few times.
last night i got incredibly drunk, and i was late for work this morning and showed up still drunk. i realized i couldn't be there, and had to leave. i'm exhausted, and overcome with shame and fear. i'm worried i will be in trouble at work, and i'm so embarassed of what my co-workers and bosses must think. my family and friends have heard me say 'i'm sorry', and 'i'm quitting' more times than i can count, and i can't imagine how they can trust anything i say. i'm writing just to get this out, but if anyone has advice on how to deal with this shame and guilt, i would love any feedback.
thank you...
not sure what to say. i've been an alcoholic for years now- i'm 31 and have been drinking since a teen. over the years it's gotten more and more out of control, and this past year has been awful. i've been hospitalized, missed many days of work, and even tried antabuse a few times.
last night i got incredibly drunk, and i was late for work this morning and showed up still drunk. i realized i couldn't be there, and had to leave. i'm exhausted, and overcome with shame and fear. i'm worried i will be in trouble at work, and i'm so embarassed of what my co-workers and bosses must think. my family and friends have heard me say 'i'm sorry', and 'i'm quitting' more times than i can count, and i can't imagine how they can trust anything i say. i'm writing just to get this out, but if anyone has advice on how to deal with this shame and guilt, i would love any feedback.
thank you...
hil
That's fantastic - working the steps, sponsor, forgiving yourself and others...wow, it's amazing how things change for the better, isn't it?
Glad to hear things are going well!
Glad to hear things are going well!
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