Going to see my youngest is a trigger
Going to see my youngest is a trigger
I am off to see my 12 year old. It is a huge trigger. Not her personally. My ex, the guilt of not being there for her. The shame of my addiction. He keeps me from her all the time. Doesn't tell me when there is a school function. Doesn't encourage her to call me. Most of it is my fault but even when I was sober for 5 months, he didn't include me. He is very religious and very judgmental. Hence one of the reasons for divorce. Have a lot of resentment towards him. I will be okay but it really bothers me. I have this gnawing feeling deep in the pit of my stomach. Something to talk to my therapist about for sure.
I am going through exactly the same thing.
We will get through this, I wish I had more advice. Just know there is someone out there that knows those sad feelings, and she is sober just like you are tonight.
roosta
We will get through this, I wish I had more advice. Just know there is someone out there that knows those sad feelings, and she is sober just like you are tonight.
roosta
Thanks roosta. I made it through. Sober. It was a great visit too. :ghug3
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