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I need to stop drinking.. I have my whole life ahead of me and if I keep going down this path I will not accomplish all that I want and need, I won't fall in love, have a family, do well in school.. I'm only 23. I need someone to talk to.. nobody I'm friends with really understands.
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I haven't really tried anything necessarily.. I am seeing a psychologist on Monday. I want to believe I am strong enough to do it without any formal programs, etc. but I know I need all the support I can get! It is just so hard being 23 when all of your friends go out and party.. to separate yourself from something you've known and done for so long. I feel like I don't even know the real me!
We do understand how hard this is.
And, yes it usually means making changes in your life with activities, friends, etc. But, it will be worth it.
Give yourself a chance to get to know the real you.
And, yes it usually means making changes in your life with activities, friends, etc. But, it will be worth it.
Give yourself a chance to get to know the real you.
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I haven't really tried anything necessarily.. I am seeing a psychologist on Monday. I want to believe I am strong enough to do it without any formal programs, etc. but I know I need all the support I can get! It is just so hard being 23 when all of your friends go out and party.. to separate yourself from something you've known and done for so long. I feel like I don't even know the real me!
There's lots of good people here you can talk to.
Bella vita. Beautiful life. It certainly can be.
Don't get hung up on it being a matter of strength. If you're an alcoholic, and only you can decide whether you are or not, you'll want to get all the help you can. Most of us couldn't do it alone. I need a LOT of help.
Bella vita. Beautiful life. It certainly can be.
Don't get hung up on it being a matter of strength. If you're an alcoholic, and only you can decide whether you are or not, you'll want to get all the help you can. Most of us couldn't do it alone. I need a LOT of help.
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I don't normally go to my GP ..I know I am suffering from depression and anxiety but I am not sure if that is a result of the drinking and the negative consequences it has produced, or if I drink because of my depression and anxiety. Hopefully the psychologist will be able to help. I am normally against taking prescription pills to relieve depression and anxiety-I have several friends addicted to pain killers/anxiety meds and I used to use them recreationally, I am very lucky I did not become addicted, and I also don't want to rely on medication to help me through the rest of my life. Hopefully just having someone to guide me will help.
I just wish that I could have made the decision to quit before I got myself in so much trouble. Before I got two DUIs, before I ruined relationships with people I truly loved and cared about.. Better late than never I suppose.
I just wish that I could have made the decision to quit before I got myself in so much trouble. Before I got two DUIs, before I ruined relationships with people I truly loved and cared about.. Better late than never I suppose.
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There's lots of good people here you can talk to.
Bella vita. Beautiful life. It certainly can be.
Don't get hung up on it being a matter of strength. If you're an alcoholic, and only you can decide whether you are or not, you'll want to get all the help you can. Most of us couldn't do it alone. I need a LOT of help.
Bella vita. Beautiful life. It certainly can be.
Don't get hung up on it being a matter of strength. If you're an alcoholic, and only you can decide whether you are or not, you'll want to get all the help you can. Most of us couldn't do it alone. I need a LOT of help.
DOn't worry about it. I married a Jersey girl.
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I don't normally go to my GP ..I know I am suffering from depression and anxiety but I am not sure if that is a result of the drinking and the negative consequences it has produced, or if I drink because of my depression and anxiety. Hopefully the psychologist will be able to help. I am normally against taking prescription pills to relieve depression and anxiety-I have several friends addicted to pain killers/anxiety meds and I used to use them recreationally, I am very lucky I did not become addicted, and I also don't want to rely on medication to help me through the rest of my life. Hopefully just having someone to guide me will help.
I just wish that I could have made the decision to quit before I got myself in so much trouble. Before I got two DUIs, before I ruined relationships with people I truly loved and cared about.. Better late than never I suppose.
I just wish that I could have made the decision to quit before I got myself in so much trouble. Before I got two DUIs, before I ruined relationships with people I truly loved and cared about.. Better late than never I suppose.
Hey Bella -- there are lots of young sober folks out there if you know where to look. You might have to get rid of a couple friends but there are plenty of people out there.
Good luck!
Good luck!
Have you tried AA and getting a sponsor? I didn't think i had anything in common with people in AA (i'm young, geeky, from the South, alternative) but when i went a few times i realized that just being a fellow alcoholic was the only thing i needed to have in common with them to feel that kinship.
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Have you tried AA and getting a sponsor? I didn't think i had anything in common with people in AA (i'm young, geeky, from the South, alternative) but when i went a few times i realized that just being a fellow alcoholic was the only thing i needed to have in common with them to feel that kinship.
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I am 41 and I wish I could go back to talk to the 23 year old me and tell them all the "fun" they are in for going down this path. You are wise for your years. Take advantage of it and learn from the real life lessons from people on this site. I had friends in my 20's that quit drinking and nobody cared. I think younger people think they will not be accepted if they don't "party". Not true.
I haven't really tried anything necessarily.. I am seeing a psychologist on Monday. I want to believe I am strong enough to do it without any formal programs, etc. but I know I need all the support I can get! It is just so hard being 23 when all of your friends go out and party.. to separate yourself from something you've known and done for so long. I feel like I don't even know the real me!
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I was petrified too...But not as bad as what alcohol was doing to me. That scared me more. Maybe your friend can take you to a meeting...I love them now. As far as talking to your doctor goes....I was thinking more along the lines of being honest with him and see if you need something to safely detox. At least make it more comfortable for you.
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