Venting and looking for advice...
Venting and looking for advice...
This is usually my time to drink...this time of day until I pass out.
(virtually every day, in fact, since mid-January)
I'm on day 3.
For the 3rd day in a row I've been mean as heck to everyone around me from around 5pm until I fall asleep. I'm totally on edge. My poor hubs is traveling and calls me and I chew him out for no reason at all. White-knuckling it is exactly what it feels like.
I am sure its different for everyone, but how long will this feeling last? When will it get easier?
I am about to put my kids to bed and curl up with a book to get my mind off of it. I'm ready for the day that the craving to drink isn't screaming in my head all evening.
Thanks for letting me share.
(virtually every day, in fact, since mid-January)
I'm on day 3.
For the 3rd day in a row I've been mean as heck to everyone around me from around 5pm until I fall asleep. I'm totally on edge. My poor hubs is traveling and calls me and I chew him out for no reason at all. White-knuckling it is exactly what it feels like.
I am sure its different for everyone, but how long will this feeling last? When will it get easier?
I am about to put my kids to bed and curl up with a book to get my mind off of it. I'm ready for the day that the craving to drink isn't screaming in my head all evening.
Thanks for letting me share.
The first few days are always difficult - I tried to remember the things I was getting sober for, and all the things I had left in my life.
It's more difficult to be irritable when you're focusing on being grateful for stuff, I think
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It's more difficult to be irritable when you're focusing on being grateful for stuff, I think
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The first few weeks were hard. You just put one foot in front of the other. Strengthen your resolve that you WILL do this. You're not giving anything up by quiting drinking poison. You're gaining a whole new life. Your body, mind, health, family will thank you for it.
My anxiety, depression, irritability faded like a bad dream after a few weeks. Tough it out.
It gets better. I am a much better mother, wife, employee than I've ever been.
My anxiety, depression, irritability faded like a bad dream after a few weeks. Tough it out.
It gets better. I am a much better mother, wife, employee than I've ever been.
You are right, it's different for everyone, but I can tell you two things for sure:
1. Nobody is having fun on Day 3 (or if someone did, I haven't met the person!).
2. It will not always be like it is right now--the cravings DO go away.
3. It helps if you stay busy, eat a healthy diet, and get enough rest.
4. Dee makes a good point--it definitely helps to think of the things you're fortunate to have (like your husband and kids, for example).
1. Nobody is having fun on Day 3 (or if someone did, I haven't met the person!).
2. It will not always be like it is right now--the cravings DO go away.
3. It helps if you stay busy, eat a healthy diet, and get enough rest.
4. Dee makes a good point--it definitely helps to think of the things you're fortunate to have (like your husband and kids, for example).
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What I meant by tough it out is I had to turn my irritability around on the alcohol. Not people around me. They didn't get me in the mess I was in. I did. So I got mad at it for taking so much away from me. It helped me separate myself from it & see alcohol for what it is. A liar & thief. Only wants to feed its own thirst. It doesn't care what you want or who you hurt. As long as it gets fed.
I had to change my perception of alcohol as my friend to my worst enemy. It's hard to want to go back to a known betrayer.
You can do this.
I had to change my perception of alcohol as my friend to my worst enemy. It's hard to want to go back to a known betrayer.
You can do this.
behere - Welcome to the family. We all get it, we all understand what you're going through. I felt the same way for the first week or so. I promise you'll come out into the sunshine once again. Great job on your 3 sober days!
Hi beherenow, it is rough but you'll feel better in a few days if you stick it out.
If you can, eat something. And it helps to drink a lot of water since alcohol dehydrates our bodies. A book sounds great. ((beherenow))
If you can, eat something. And it helps to drink a lot of water since alcohol dehydrates our bodies. A book sounds great. ((beherenow))
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And good for you Beherenow for posting exactly what you are feeling. That enabled everyone to honestly reply and supply you with some great tools to help you fight this beast......the enemy! In several early sobriety attempts, I would hold everything in and then explode and relapse.
Hello - Day 3 for me too and I have the same short temper you describe. I have been walking after work and it has helped mix up the usual routine.....I find that I have been eating more than usual, but I figure not drinking is my top priority and I need to do what I can to take it one day at a time. I do look forward to getting back to my happy self soon....I really like the feedback and suggestions here - great advice everyone - Thanks.
Welcome beherenow (love the name, love the book...!)
Give yourself lots of TLC..... I found that I had to take it easy to keep from feeling overwhelmed, which is when I was most irritable. Coming here and just reading helped, too. Congrats on your decision - you can do it!
Give yourself lots of TLC..... I found that I had to take it easy to keep from feeling overwhelmed, which is when I was most irritable. Coming here and just reading helped, too. Congrats on your decision - you can do it!
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