I really blew it AGAIN
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Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: Arizona
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I really blew it AGAIN
Getting back on the wagon yet again. Last night was awful. I promised myself I wasn't going to drink, but my partner started to have wine with lunch, so I thought I could just have 2 vodka and tonic. Well by about 10pm in the evening, I was throwing up, passed out on the floor. When my partner went to pick me up, all hell broke loose. He started swearing at me, vice versa, he threw all my stuff out of the apartment, then he was trying to talk me back in the apartment and the cops showed up. They just escorted me to the closest hotel. I am back in the apartment and promised I won't drink again. I HAVE to get it together. Going home soon, and will attend some AA meetings. I just get worse each time I relapse. I want to Live Clean and Sober...... : **
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Join Date: Sep 2011
Location: Louisana
Posts: 6,752
Don't give up Jaynee. Been through everything you just described, and sometimes was escorted to jail as well. I'm 1 year 10 months sober, 7 months off crack. Honest, if I can do so can you. I suffered with temptation quite a bit, but is gettin better. You start gettin sober first by saying NO when the urge comes to ya. I go to AA and hang on SR as much as possible. Prayin for ya.
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Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: Baton Rouge, La.
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Sucessful recovery requires a desire
to stop drinking. Admitting powerlessness
over alcohol and that life has become
unmanageable.
I began my recovery journey 21 yrs.
ago in a 28 day rehab after family pulled
and intervention on me to save me from
self destruction. Rehab was a safe control
inviroment which gave me the opportunity
to turn my life around and learn to live
a sober life without alcohol.
I was handed the tools and knowledge of
my alcoholism with steps and principles
of recovery to build my life upon one day
at a time. Each day sober building a strong
solid recovery foundation built with Honesty,
Willingness and Openmindedness.
In the process i have gained humility, blessing,
trust, and promises granted to us as stated
in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous.
I got off the merry go round and roller coaster
ride of insanity and live a happy joyous freer
life without poison that was killing my mind,
body and soul.
A journey of recovery is waiting for you to take.
to stop drinking. Admitting powerlessness
over alcohol and that life has become
unmanageable.
I began my recovery journey 21 yrs.
ago in a 28 day rehab after family pulled
and intervention on me to save me from
self destruction. Rehab was a safe control
inviroment which gave me the opportunity
to turn my life around and learn to live
a sober life without alcohol.
I was handed the tools and knowledge of
my alcoholism with steps and principles
of recovery to build my life upon one day
at a time. Each day sober building a strong
solid recovery foundation built with Honesty,
Willingness and Openmindedness.
In the process i have gained humility, blessing,
trust, and promises granted to us as stated
in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous.
I got off the merry go round and roller coaster
ride of insanity and live a happy joyous freer
life without poison that was killing my mind,
body and soul.
A journey of recovery is waiting for you to take.
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