Some anxiety
 

I'll be ending day 6 tonight. Beginning day 7 tomorrow and will have to hurdle over the first weekend without being a warrior (in respect to drinking that is). I've been very back forth with my relations with God and my beliefs. I get scared, nervous, anxious about what is the point of all of this.

I wonder if it slightly exacerbated by some minor W/D from alcohol. (I was never a constant, day to day drinker, just sporadic binging so I know I won't suffer from major W/D. Also, I have gone over a month without alcohol before with no danger) Also, I have recently broke up with my girlfriend for some personal time, soul searching and to avoid alcohol.

I'm just having a lot of mixed feelings. One day I am glad to be alive, but then the next I feel its an endless cycle. I am in no way thinking of suicide, but I freak myself out a bit on wondering what is in store for us....all those typical life mysteries. I figure once I am far, far away from alcohol, my reality will be improving, and I will enjoy life a lil more day by day.

:a108: and :c031:

P.S. It gives me some boost posting here and trying to help change each other's lives for the better. We are all on the same team, no matter what religion, race, sex, age, ect.

"I'm only one beer away,
from joining AA."

You can join us without taking that drink.

Wishing you the best.

Bob R

The first days are rough. Emotions all over the scale. It will even out with time.

Hang in there.

God bless.

Congratulations on a week!!!!!

You can stay stopped!!!

Keep up the sobriety louddog!! You can do this!!

Hi loudog. You are helping change mine so please don't stop now. Weekends can be tough for me too, but checking in here helps get me through. We are in this together....