MycoolFitz

Scarey dreams but stilll beats passed out. I keep working. My issues won't be drunk away they will be healed away day by day. Thanks

instant

One step, one day is all we need

quitforme79

I had a horrible dream too...not the best way to start the day but you are so right and after coming on here, posting and seeing I am not alone...well I feel more confident about this day already. Have a great day

MycoolFitz

I was listening to Waylon Jennings Always been Crazy But I don't want to be anymore. Can't sleep, sober holding my pup its all so much harder and so much better. Namaste

NewBeginning010

Hi Fitz,

I am so sorry that you are going through so much lately. Things will get better. Have you ever checked out Zencast.org
Lots of great talks on the Dharma.

I also went on a retreat with Buddhist Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh last year that was absolutely amazing & enlightening. Check some of his books & talks out too.

He keeps most of his streams up live (although they are sometimes translated to English by a sister (take out one of the ear buds in your ears as they may be Vietnamese, french etc.with one in english ). I think you will love his teachings, he touched my spirit deeply. He gave me my Dharma name personally: Awakening Presence of the Heart.

Here is some links to audio & visual:Video

Take care & I hope that you are feeling better soon my friend. Good Night!

Dee74

Hope you got back to sleep Fitz

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MycoolFitz

Thanks all it's still all good just the stupid PTSD rebound but that too will pass thanks all.