And the beat goes on...
 

I confided in the one person I trust today about the jerk at AA and I guess she's calling in the troops because I'm getting communication from the women I should have heard from after I was verbally accosted by THAT guy. Now I really don't know what to do. I'm practically having a panic attack. I don't mean to be annoYing but I'm scared!!!

I'm sorry, I don't understand what you are scared about. I thought you wanted support after he acosted you.

I know, I know! I reached out. That's a positive. Now what? Do I have to face the jerk? Because I don't think I can. We are all different and have histories. Maybe I belong in inpatient! Ugh.

I think the plan of just going to womens meetings, or at least a different one from him, is still a great idea :)

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I would just keep on course with your plan to attend the women's meeting. You don't have to do anything that makes you feel unsafe. You don't owe this man anything, not to face him, nothing. Take care of you and your recovery.

hugs.

work your steps. they helped me immensely!
you're okay, actually you're a wonderful human. trust in your power greater than you, it will all make sense, in time! stay stopped & keep moving forward!

Stay strong girl! Sometimes it feels good to confront things though so if you feel like you'll feel better if you do that then by all means go for it! But I agree with what the others have said.