jocata

Wanted to let everyone know, cause I may not be on here for a little while. My depression and anxiety I believe is beyond what I should be feeling at 2+ months clean and sober. I can't even function most of the time. I'll have a few decent days then get hit with very bad ones. This last episode has lasted almost a week now. I'm depressed, angry, anxious, raging, just a mess. I don't want to turn back to drugs and alcohol so I'm going to a place that specializes in mental disorders as well as addiction treatment. Don't know how long they will keep me or if I will have access to a computer.

I want to thank each and every one of you guys again. This is a special place, that I have love and depend on daily for my sobriety. Many times it's a whole lot more than just putting down the bottle or drug. Some of us have underlying issues that also need to be addressed as well. Apparently, I'm one of those.

I'll be back on as soon as I can.

Love you all.

God bless.

Anna

Very best wishes to you and please try to let us know how you're doing.

Sapling

Prayers are with you...Take care of your self and keep your mind open.

Bikeguy

Good luck and best wishes on your treatment.

Finmywayback

JOCATA, I commend you for your honesty and insightfulness. I wish you all the best and hope I am around to see you return. Good Luck!

scrambled2012

We are pulling for you Jocata; go to it~~!

stepping

Good luck Jocata. Get yourself better. Your words have helped me so much on my journey. I will miss you while you are away. But you being the best you can be means so much to me! I commend you for seeking help and admitting this is beyond your control. AND BEST OF ALL FOR NOT GOING BACK TO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL!!!! HUGE HUG!!!!!!

Dee74

I think it's great you're doing this Jocata

best wishes - see you when you get back!

D

Lind

Prayers are with you Jocata! Lind

GirlFromCO

Jocata, we'll miss your wisdom! Get well

desertsong

Wishing you all the best and will look forward to your return. Prayers and love to you.

lbern

Good luck Jocata!

-L

jocata

Waiting to here back from the place. May not be able to go in until the morning for an evaluation. If I don't hear back from them tonight, then I am supposed to go in at 9 am tomorrow.

Kinda looking forward to this, kinda not. Going to miss my family, but I need this.

Thanks for your support u guys. Love u all.

God bless.

jbasicpa

Good luck, i've got my own issues but maybe we can talk from time to time. Best of luck!!!

sissy07

Jocata,

It is very commendable and admirable that you are doing what you need to do to address your problems and stay sober. I wish you all the best and look forward to hearing from you again. Go get em....

smartblonde

best wishes to you!

Hevyn

Jocata - I'm so glad you're taking this step. Thank you for all the helpful encouragement you've given here. We appreciate you and hope you'll be back soon, feeling much better.

ElegantlyWasted

Rock it out! We know you can get to where you want to be. I was great reading your posts and hope to here from you soon.

faceitandfixit

Jocata, I wish you all the best and hope you'll come back to share your success. I guess this journey will lead us to improving ourselves in many ways...congrats on having the courage to seek help for the other issues. God will lead you to the answers you seek.
Stay strong!

freshstart57

You have shown us your strength, your determination, your wisdom and your generosity. Now you are showing your courage, Jocata. God speed, God bless.