1undone

Wanted to drink so badly today but I didn't. I'm not even happy that I didn't. I'm in scary territory right now. I told everyone at AA how I'm having a hard time remembering how bad alcohol makes me feel. My little resilient alcoholic mind is going crazy!!!!! I said I was having a hard time and got a ton of support but that addict voice is screaming!

I have to basically "shout this from the roof tops" so the voice will have loads of people telling it to shut up!

Dee74

You can get through this - reaching out is one of the best things you can do 1Undone

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Sapling

I like that....For what it's worth....SHUT UP!!!

Anna

I think your addict voice knows you're taking this seriously and it's fighting back. But, you're doing great.

jocata

Hang tough undone. My addiction was screaming at me a few nights ago, but it passed and when I woke up I was so glad I didn't drink. Do you have a sponser you can call, or an AA phone list? Get in a chat room if you have to.

Don't give in, it will pass.

God bless.

1undone

Yes a lot of AA peeps I can call and they are on high alert! LOL. CODE PURPLE!!! In my hood (head).

2granddaughters

I always try to pick up an extra meeting or two when the crazies kick in.

The best way to get feeling better is to try to help someone else. We get more than we give.

All will be well !! Take care.

Bob R.

stepping

1undone..you WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS! Ann is right the addictive voice is pi##ed you are WINNING!!! I will join the group you requested to yell SHHHUUUUTTTT UPPPP!!!! Kinda kelped mine too hang in there!!

Sapling

You can always read the Big Book...That always kept me busy real early on...I still love to read that book. A guy in my meeting this morning...Has like 20 years sober...He shares...."I hated reading the Big Book...It was too much like me."

1undone

Hey all! I'm still sober. My 13 yr old is laying next to me passed out from Angry Bird over-load!

Husband came up and thought it was pretty funny that we were hanging out with the IPad. I swear it's kept me from drinking so many times! What a weird night.

allbrian

Great job! Hearing about you making it through a tough time makes it easier for me to get through one. If someone else has done it I can too! Thanks for sharing.

IndaMiricale

Awesome ,

You just keep building that foundation. And use any tool that works , so go Ipad crazy

Good love, Inda

IndaMiricale

Awesome ,

You just keep building that foundation. And use any tool that works , so go Ipad crazy

Good love, Inda

keltie

Asking for help in AA and here were the smartest, strongest things you could do! Good job!

Fdm

Congratulations! I smiled reading this.

jocata

Way to go undone! Now you won't wake up with that horrible guilt and shame!!


God bless.,

WakeUp

I used to tell my alcoholic voice to shut up but after working the 12 Steps, I don't have to yell at myself anymore. The drinking problem is removed.

1undone

Wakeup, I am a slow learner!

I've been fighting since may 2011 and I'm still on step 3.

WakeUp

I would get another sponsor who will get ya crackin', it's sooo worth it!

Marius76

Good to hear you got through it, i had minor voices telling me 'go on have a drink' and managed to get rid of them by a swift walk.

Keep up the good work, we are all behind you