Fooled myself
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Originally Posted by InsertNameHere 
Its a change in your personal perception IMO once you realized that it was bad for you instead of taking every drink and your subconsious going "come on buzz", it was saying "wait a effin second I thought we were done with this". At least that is what I see in your post. You know what you gotta do it seems, so good on you. I am sure you are like me and looking forward to being able to state this time next year that you haven't taken a single drink in 2012.
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PS: Just thought of a great idea for a smiley that I wanted to put on here, there needs to be one with the smiley getting on a horse!
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PS: Just thought of a great idea for a smiley that I wanted to put on here, there needs to be one with the smiley getting on a horse!
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Itchy: I even questioned myself on the drive over to the store with my friend to buy the wine... like WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! grr.. My instinct said, "No big deal.." when in reality, I should've called for help.. I have a huge list of names and numbers from my AA crew, and I didn't even give them a chance. 
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Originally Posted by SoCalDude
I know I know.... man I hate this stuff!
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So Cal next time you know what to do and will I hope. You have a good sobriety buddy with OV you know. And he with you. You guys keep on posting and learning and before you know it you'll be here like me with more than a year and helping others try to get there. See, I know I am not special or have more strength than you guys. Probably less because I was terrified such that my first quit was my last.
Just remember when your sobriety doesn't count anymore, neither do you.
Just remember when your sobriety doesn't count anymore, neither do you.
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Originally Posted by ovrock
Not more than me. Up to tonight I was thinking about sipping a glass of wine, Even after reading your post. I just looked the other way and bolted... Now I am home and safe
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Originally Posted by Itchy
Just remember when your sobriety doesn't count anymore, neither do you.
ovrock and I are going to win this battle... I'm taking it a minute at a time..
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