Dominica2

Well, tonight is going to be my second night sober. I get off of work in 45 minutes, so as you can imagine, I am really irritated knowing that I can't just go home and down a case of beer. I feel sorry for the people in my life when I get like this. It's like I cant help but be a bitch. Ugh. This is what I hate about withdrawals. I guess my house will be spotless tonight, because I cannot give up to this demon in my head, that is what i do every time. So I am going to go home, take a bubble bath, do some laundry and make dinner. Hopefully that passes enough time so I am able to go to sleep. I am hoping to get through it this time without insomnia. Thanks for the support y'all.

Gile4551

today is day 3 for me. i know what you're going through. it will get better!!!! stay busy and know it will pass

Duke10

Like I have said before Dom. Hang in there. Don't listen to your AV (addictive voice) it is the devil and it is not you. Separate yourself from that voice and beat it. Good luck

tanja

You might want to also add SR to your evening for emotional support.

Dominica2

yes, I think I might HAVE to, or I might go nuts.

Anna

Dom, I'm glad you posted.

Something that helped me in the early days was to change my routines. It helped me to handle the triggers and cravings a bit better.

Dee74

Early recovery is rough no doubt about it Dom but you never have to go through it again

You're not alone either - there's a ton of support here - are you thinking of real life support as well?

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Dominica2

Yes, I definitely think I need a,meeting tonight, if I am not too sick to make it. The neausea is terrible.

ovrock

Stick with it. I am on day 2. I still feel emotionally drained too. Going to have a shower, head to the grocery and buy comfort food. Spending my night here on SR... Or else I will go crazy...

MycoolFitz

You have a home to go home to, be grateful. The hardest thing for me about sobriety, sometimes its hard. My best to you

Dominica2

Thanks everyone, I might have to stay in. My withdrawal symptoms right now are getting the best of me. I think I will just stay on SR and try to get some things done around the house.

Rugby8

I'm going through them right now too Dom... awful feeling.

him

going through the same here also..just trying to keep busy and i just keep thinking id rather be here than getting drunk and not finding an end to it.. we are in the same boat.. stay strong

him

going through the same here also..just trying to keep busy and i just keep thinking id rather be here than getting drunk and not finding an end to it.. we are in the same boat.. stay strong

ColetteTocca

I feel for you! Those first few days are so awful, I know. I remember continually sipping gaterade and water and that helped my nausea and vertigo somewhat. Just keep holding on and don't give up.

Dominica2

I dont know whats worse the mental or physical aspect, all I know is it is HELL.

Rugby8

Well for me I feel really shaky and full of anxiety. I haven't eaten a thing all day and don't feel like eating...

Dominica2

Same here, shakes, nausea and a cold sweat. I cant seem to sit still or stop fidgeting with my hands. I just hope I can sleep tonight. Anxiety I am sure will come later tonight after I realize its too late to even be able to buy beer. I dont have the money for it anyway, it would be a stupid move.

sugarbear1

go to a meeting. change that routine & don't be alone!

ovrock

OMG, neither me. I've been an emotional wreck too. Hope u find the courage to go through the night and days ahead. This IS hell!!!