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My flesh is my disease

Old 12-10-2011, 06:24 PM
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My flesh is my disease

My flesh is my disease,
sex, drugs and alcohol; now
I am walking in recovery
one day at a time.

Even though I will have
four years clean 1/12/08
that is a very short time
compared to over 38 years of
being a crazy, wild party animal.

I have never missed my past
and to be really honest I had
some fun times, while I was
destroying my health.

The life I live now is a 180 degrees
turn around, totally comfortable way
of life. I wouldn't give up the life I have
now for any drug or drink.

I often wonder why I choose the path
I went down for years, I was raised
totally the opposite way.

Was a snail hiding inside a shell
of addiction and very insecure running
from growing up.

But I do know one thing I had no idea
what love was all about. Back then
love was only all me and getting my
flesh off from sex, drugs and alcohol.

I love life and I love living and I like believe me
I have my medical problems; I am trying
my best to change my inside so my outside
will be a better man.
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Old 12-10-2011, 06:31 PM
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Old 12-10-2011, 06:40 PM
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Thanks Freedom,

I am glad that you are comfortable in your new life - there is such peace in what you say. It gives me hope now that I know I really cannot ever go back - I so want to be rid of this. Good things await!

Peace,
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Old 12-10-2011, 06:43 PM
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Welcome to you too Pans

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Old 12-10-2011, 06:52 PM
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