Originally Posted by Zebra1275
Nothing changes, if nothing changes. What are you going to do differently this time to stay sober?
You are absolutely right. Well, I think I could first start by losing this chip on my shoulder. The one that makes me cringe when I talk to my inlaws, that makes me snap at my friends and makes me think that the grass is always greener. The sme one that looms around with me, keeping me in the valley, instaed of climbing the mountain. I find journaling to be very very theraputic for me. I havent really done any journaling recently. I have done none. No wonder why I would drink instead. If i drank, then I could keep those thoughts to myself and NOT put them on paper, making them real. well, its time to get real. I am not listening to av, i refuse. I have a great deal of determination in my blood... its time I use it!!!!