debsam

Oh I remember that feeling all too well Stigblack - I KNOW how awful you feel mate.
Try your best to ride through this and get to the other side - worst thing you can do is take a drink.

If you really feel that badly, you might want to check with the doctor to help you with this or even go to the ER. You've been playin up hard, but you can get through this.

We'll still be here for you when you get back.

Big hug

finaltime

Stigblack, my husband is also a daily user, however he only uses Hash so he says it is okay. Every time I hear his light the pipe I get pissed, that was one of the excuses I used daily was, "he is high, why can't I be high." I sweat my ass off the last two nights, today I just want to jump off the building. (don't worry I won't) I have been down this road before, and know this agony passes. Just need it to hurry, then again if I didn't feel this pain my bright mind would say, "Go ahead and use, you can stop anytime." Hang in there, talk to me if you need it, this mac computer is all I have for support right now.

stigblack

Blurred vision, crawling skin, constant fidgeting, craving a drink so badly it physically hurts but I have the conviction that I am going to beat this, not the other way around.

artsoul

I hope things are going better for you today, stigblack. Don't hesitate to see a doctor if it gets worse and let us know how you're doing......:ghug3

stigblack

Thanks guys.

Day 3, and feeling marginally better. Completely exhausted. Starting to take a little bit of chocolate.

Something weird, my ankles have both swollen right up and the joints are so painful I can't put any weight on them. I hope that comes right quickly.

Had nightmare of cracking a seal on a bottle and taking the first swig and thinking in the 'dream don't do it!' but did anyway then woke up. A huge relief when I realised it was a dream.

Dee74

I know it's your call - just wondering why you aren't seeing a Dr, stigblack?

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stigblack

My GP is useless. I did go to see him last time and I was in a hell of a state. He prescribed vitamins and took my blood pressure and pretty much just said 'you'll be right'.

No point paying him for the same this time, if it gets too bad this time I'll just get to ER but I think I'm through the worst of the danger zone now.