My anxiety was off the charts - and the reason I kept drinking. I highly recommend letting your doctor in on what's going on (and that in itself is a good way to help with the anxiety). Once you stop with the boozing, and give your body and mind a chance, you WILL feel better...the bloody booze is causing the dread. It's keeping you in HELL. You can do this!
~ The reason we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else's highlight reel ~
~Whatever you put ahead of your recovery...you will lose~