ACT10Npack

Today was really hard for me. Was sleeping most of the day because of the binge drinking. Deciding to go to AA tomorrow morning. When I woke up I decided to clean up a bit and found 5 dollars that I hide. I was like oh no. I have money to buy alcohol. It's a 20 minute walk to the gas station and I was so nervous that I would walk to the store to buy alcohol. The only reason I didn't go because it was only $5 and can't get drunk with that. I'm glade that it's midnight because I can't buy alcohol after 12. 12:26 am and wanted to go to an AA meeting.

I need this to work because I was in a really dark place and I wish I didn't step into. It all start Friday night but knew a few days before I would going to go into a deep dark hole.

Dee74

I hope you follow through and get some kind of help - the weekend sounded really dangerous for you.

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Ghostlight

Good job on going to AA. The people there are there to help you. I hope you find the support you need.

Glad you didn't buy booze, too.

Best to you.