7 Days Sober now... But I barely made it through today.
Diegolino
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: Culiacan, Sinaloa
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7 Days Sober now... But I barely made it through today.
Hi to all
I decided not to drink again on Oct. 3rd 2011 It hasn't been easy at all but today was my worst day... I almost had a drink today that to be honest wouldn't have stop there i would have drink my brains out like I have done it in the past... Desperate i try to look for help online and found a AA cite where by the simple fact of writing my thoughts in an e-mail to someone i knew they understand what i was going through helped me and I also saw my thoughts on a screen that made me angry at myself but helped me through my weakest moment since i have decided not to have another drink again.
I want to relearn how to live without drinking again and is really tough since I can't remember how it feels like since i have been drinking since I was 14 years old...
I joined this forum hoping to find a few buddies that could help me go through those weak moments without having a drink.
Thanks in advance fellows.
I decided not to drink again on Oct. 3rd 2011 It hasn't been easy at all but today was my worst day... I almost had a drink today that to be honest wouldn't have stop there i would have drink my brains out like I have done it in the past... Desperate i try to look for help online and found a AA cite where by the simple fact of writing my thoughts in an e-mail to someone i knew they understand what i was going through helped me and I also saw my thoughts on a screen that made me angry at myself but helped me through my weakest moment since i have decided not to have another drink again.
I want to relearn how to live without drinking again and is really tough since I can't remember how it feels like since i have been drinking since I was 14 years old...
I joined this forum hoping to find a few buddies that could help me go through those weak moments without having a drink.
Thanks in advance fellows.
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