sark

I dont know how many times this has been but I am going to try and stay sober again. Tonight will be my first night. Not sure what to expect physically but if it gets bad I will talk with my doctor. I had a heart to heart conversation with a friend that opened my eyes. I am scaired that i am going to kill myself unintentionally sometimes. I already lost my husband and i dont want my kids to loose me too. I have always had a drinking problem but my husbands death has really made it worse. I hope i can find another way of dealing with it besides tipping the bottle.

Dee74

Welcome back

Maybe talking to your Dr is a good idea anyway Sark - they can check you over physically and perhaps suggest other people to talk to for your grief?

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eJoshua

My thoughts and prayers are with you, stay strong!

sark

I do attend a grief group but it does not seem to help sometimes. I guess i have to find other options.

MyNewName

I am there with you! Good luck!

UofI2008

Congrats on day one! No one is perfect and it takes a strong person to admit their problems. Get back up and give it another try!