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ttbp Thank you so much for your prayers- I greatly appreciate them. I unfortunately cannot do AA because I work in a job where if they found out I would lose it and given the fact that I am the only one working that would be very bad. I wish I could go with all my heart.
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stuartp thank you so much for the prayers...I will pray for you too. It seems as though the added layer of having a challenging marriage just makes things that much more difficult to navigate through this. I do wish I could go to AA but if my work finds out I am going, I could lose my job. I am the only one working so that would be very bad right now.
(((Angels))) - I think it's actually illegal to fire someone who is seeking treatment for substance abuse BUT I work in an "at will" state and you can be fired for anything, so I do understand.
Is there any chance you can get a counselor or therapist? What is said there is protected by law. Just a thought.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
Is there any chance you can get a counselor or therapist? What is said there is protected by law. Just a thought.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
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Thank you so much for the words of encouragement opivotal...I cannot thank you enough...
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Hi Sugarbear1- Ok I did not know AA was online...I might be able to pull that off...I will research it...thank you for educating me. Thank you for the prayers and encouragement. I was working with the women's shelter but I am at a point where I need to leave...and I am trying to find the courage to do it. I want to set a good example for my little girl...but it is very hard to leave...and very scary.
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Prayers for you my friend. Also, here's a prayer I found online years ago that I say when things get tough for me.
Let Me See Release From My Addiction
O Lord, with each new day, help me to be strong and continue to trust you.
Bring into my eyes and heart
an honesty that sees my true situation
and finds support in your goodness and guidance.
Let me see release from my addiction
and a renewed joy in living from this day forward.
O Lord, with each new day, help me to be strong and continue to trust you.
Bring into my eyes and heart
an honesty that sees my true situation
and finds support in your goodness and guidance.
Let me see release from my addiction
and a renewed joy in living from this day forward.
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Hi Hevyn I am ready...just scared and afraid that my environment at home will drag me under the train again....I am so grateful for all the support everyone gave me today...
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I understand where you are coming from. Day 4 being sober I have these terrible thoughts that pop up in my head regarding my fiance and his past that I should not even worry about because it has nothing to do with me and not being able to pop a vicodin or 4 totally sucks but its great as well. Prayers are sent to you.
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Your Prayers Worked...
Hi Everyone- thank you thank you thank you for all the prayers today. They worked. I drove straight home this evening. When I got home I tried to do things that would keep me away from my husband and bring my stress level down a bit. I still feel physically sick from last night but feel better without the wine in my body this evening. I am having some ovaltine and plan to go to bed early so I can stay focused and get rest.
Amy to answer your question the kind of work I do, they can do anything to me employment wise...its complicated. But it's ok I think as long as I stay engaged here and away from my husband I will be fine.
Dee74 thanks for asking how I was doing...I am here and so grateful I have you guys and all this support!!! Thank you so much everyone- lots of hugs sent your way!!!
Amy to answer your question the kind of work I do, they can do anything to me employment wise...its complicated. But it's ok I think as long as I stay engaged here and away from my husband I will be fine.
Dee74 thanks for asking how I was doing...I am here and so grateful I have you guys and all this support!!! Thank you so much everyone- lots of hugs sent your way!!!
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