dawnrunner

Lilac, I can't tell you how many days over the past few years I have done the following 2 things:

1. Get up mad at myself, pour vodka down the drain, resolve to stay sober and get my life back on track.

2. Later that same day: Drive to liquor store, purchase vodka, rush home to get drunk.

Does this make any sense? No. Today, very thankfully, I have found this site and its kind people and great resources. Let's do this together. Best wishes for today!

bellakeller

Ya can't negotiate with terrorists and that's what drugs and alcohol are to me.