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OK I was in class of July 09 did great fell off got back on was doing great but now not so good back drinking way heavier than before 
so Im back trying once again to get this right forever day 1 all over again !!
so Im back trying once again to get this right forever day 1 all over again !!
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Hi no problem for me it was a lot of stress work some serious health issues in my family just way too much to handle so I took the easy way out not good ended up in hospital 2 weeks ago a good warning sign for me so im back at it again I just now have to work out a way to stay sober forever & stop making excuses neve easy but I felt fantastic not drinking now I just feel sick to my stomach I did this to my self !
I hope you are doing well
ended up in hospital 2 weeks ago a good warning sign for me so im back at it again I just now have to work out a way to stay sober forever & stop making excuses neve easy but I felt fantastic not drinking now I just feel sick to my stomach I did this to my self !I hope you are doing well
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@ Kjell I agree I realize it is me that needs to change & I attract the same people as myself & I don't like them either !!
@ swansong this time I am going to do things different the problem with any addict you can recognize the problems but hard to fix them but I'm going to keep coming to the boards that helped me so much stay sober last time & start to change but I thought I can do this I got this ... not the case so Im doing the boards & looking for other alternatives tried AA now looking for something different a counselor to start with to try & fix the real problems in me! any suggestions any help more than welcome day 1 I forgot how bad it feels to quit im certainly going to be fit every time im thinking of drinking im going for a walk
@ swansong this time I am going to do things different the problem with any addict you can recognize the problems but hard to fix them but I'm going to keep coming to the boards that helped me so much stay sober last time & start to change but I thought I can do this I got this ... not the case so Im doing the boards & looking for other alternatives tried AA now looking for something different a counselor to start with to try & fix the real problems in me! any suggestions any help more than welcome day 1 I forgot how bad it feels to quit im certainly going to be fit every time im thinking of drinking im going for a walk
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Thanks for the encouragement well it's day 2. I can honestly say last night was the roughest night for me in all the times of quit drinking goes to show the progression of my drinking! I even thought about going to the hospital but stuck with it even Thought I felt a drink would have stoped all the issues.
But I'm pleased to say I did it not great deal for people that have years u der their belt but Iknow I,m worth this so bring it on !! I'm gonna kick your butt this time Mr evil
alcoholism you with your flashy glass bottles . & nasty smelling liquid I'm done with you. Heres. To day 2 !!
I won't bore everyone with all the details but I'm going to post here every morning for 30 days as a re commitment
Happy FRIDAY ALL X
But I'm pleased to say I did it not great deal for people that have years u der their belt but Iknow I,m worth this so bring it on !! I'm gonna kick your butt this time Mr evil
alcoholism you with your flashy glass bottles . & nasty smelling liquid I'm done with you. Heres. To day 2 !!
I won't bore everyone with all the details but I'm going to post here every morning for 30 days as a re commitment
Happy FRIDAY ALL X
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I look forward to reading those posts. I check this site every morning (Well, for the past week anyway) to see if anyone else has struggled through night. I have had some wild/terrifying nights during my first few days of sobriety, but it was better last night. I hope, and I'm sure it will, get better for you also.
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Good morning! Hope your night was restful!
My senses seem to have awaked a bit after 6 days of sobriety. I am amazed at how good this orange juice tastes without being diluted 50% by vodka.
Have a good Saturday!
My senses seem to have awaked a bit after 6 days of sobriety. I am amazed at how good this orange juice tastes without being diluted 50% by vodka.
Have a good Saturday!
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Day 3. Not a good night but I slept much better !
I'm starting to remember why I drank so much thevarguments have already started with
Hubby !! Yep I'm going to have to address this issue soon .
First I need a sober me I'm going to enjoy day 3
Have a good healthy sober Saturday everyone x
I'm starting to remember why I drank so much thevarguments have already started with
Hubby !! Yep I'm going to have to address this issue soon .
First I need a sober me I'm going to enjoy day 3
Have a good healthy sober Saturday everyone x
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Morning SW congruats on 6 days it is amazing when you get your taste buds back!! looking forward to that so much!
I'm off to a family Function today just hope the arguments with hubby don't get out of hand. Enjoy your day
I'm off to a family Function today just hope the arguments with hubby don't get out of hand. Enjoy your day
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