Used to post her a lot..
 

hey guys, some of you might remember me, i used to post here alot last year, not so much in the last 6 months,

i was doing good for a while, had 2 months strung together...but started drinking again.

was able to 'moderate' for a while. used to drink everyday, but felt cuz i would go 4 days not drinking, drink for 3, then stop again i was doing good. lol all i really did was change my habits and pat myself on the back on a job well done. HA yeah right.

anyways, im back again because lately ive been doing not so great. woke up this morning, threw up a couple times, slept an extra 4 hours then felt better. problem is, is that later in the day, i drank a half bottle of wine, then went back for more. now ive had a bottle and a half.

havent been drinking all that heavy till the last couple of days, enough for me to go whoa! wtf are you doing.

anyways. hi to all the new ppl ive seen while ive been lurking. lol

Nilla.

Welcome back Vanilla! I did the same thing and got the same results as you. I'm glad you don't want to take it any further. Good to hear from you again!

Welcome back! I am one of the new guys and I am looking forward to read more from you!

Have a good day!

thanks artsoul! good to see you again...uhm...i just noticed my thread title is not correct lol its not i used to post HER alot...but supposed to be i used to post HERE alot ha.

anyways, come tomorrow im back to not drinking again and have been working on new plans to make it stick time time. :) just need to get there first.

Hey AnewDawn! Thanks! :)

What is your new plan for staying sober?

Welcome back...:wavey:

Welcome back Vanilla :)

Carol's question is a good one - change and action are the key I think...at least they were for me :)

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Dee - Your signature quote has been a huge obstacle for me. So glad to have read it. God bless you!

Hey Nilla welcome back to SR.

Yea thinking that all in in control with regards to alcohol is the great deceiver. When I stopped fooling myself in believing that I could drink in a 'controlled' manner. I took back the nonsensical belief that drinking was a viable option.

Glad to see your on the proper course to get back or re-start a new life alcohol free.

Keep active in your recovery, posting and replying here at SR has helped me, as it can help you, continue to bring back the control alcohol and drugs took away.