thank you.. being back on here makes me feel soo much better .. its can get pretty lonely when we fall. but im glad i found my way back ..

Good job him! Hang in there - one day at a time.

Welcome back!
It wasn't yet time for you. Now you do indeed sound committed. That and a buck 50 will get you a cuppa. :wink: As you said it takes more than saying it, and you seem to be doing it again with commitment and experience. Keep posting often, and with you recent experience be aware that this weekend many will need some support here too. You have much to offer. Thanks for remembering us.

Glad to see you back, him. You do sound ready this time & we're so glad you're starting back on your journey to a new life. I finally got it right after a lifetime of drinking - so I know you can do this. You're not alone - you have us.

Glad you are back, him. Your story sounds almost identical to mine. Quit for 2 months, didn't do AA or any support groups because I was feeling good and didn't think I needed the help. Then WHAMMO, didn't take long and I was right back in that same dark place. It happens. Don't beat yourself up for it, just pick yourself up and start again. You can do it. It's hard but the new life you will have will be SO worth it. We are all with you.