I've Truly Hit Rock Bottom
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Stacy I am sorry to hear that..but you are doing great now, picking yourself up and moving forward. Make the decision, no more... ever.
I believe you can do this, hang in there, we are all here for you hun.
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I believe you can do this, hang in there, we are all here for you hun.
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I'm sorry because I'm new and I don't know if it's rude... but can I ask you what caused you to relapse... I'm curious because I seem to "know" what is going to cause me to want to use and then it's always the most unexpected things... I hope you stay sober for yourself and more importantly your daughter. I'll try a little harder knowing someone else is too 
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No problem FallenAngel, I really don't know the total reason why I relapsed, I was feeling great, I shouldn't have given in, I guess I wanted to get high one more time and I was stressed with work. Then my dealer called me out of the blue at work and I gave in, normally I don't answer the phone but I figured it had been long enough, but I was wrong. Just never give in, it will hurt you more than you know.
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Originally Posted by stacylove 
No problem FallenAngel, I really don't know the total reason why I relapsed, I was feeling great, I shouldn't have given in, I guess I wanted to get high one more time and I was stressed with work. Then my dealer called me out of the blue at work and I gave in, normally I don't answer the phone but I figured it had been long enough, but I was wrong. Just never give in, it will hurt you more than you know.
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Originally Posted by stacylove
Thanks FallenAngel I read your post too, I am rooting for you, you can do it, you would be amazed what you can really do when you try real hard.
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Years ago i had a real coke habit and beat it.... but alcohol has been my monster for quite some time now.
I truly thought I had hit rock bottom many times ..but my latest relapse made me realize (quite abruptly too)....rock bottom is death.
I really hope you two have a month celebration. That would be cool..
I truly thought I had hit rock bottom many times ..but my latest relapse made me realize (quite abruptly too)....rock bottom is death.
I really hope you two have a month celebration. That would be cool..
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Originally Posted by stacylove
No problem FallenAngel, I really don't know the total reason why I relapsed, I was feeling great, I shouldn't have given in, I guess I wanted to get high one more time and I was stressed with work. Then my dealer called me out of the blue at work and I gave in, normally I don't answer the phone but I figured it had been long enough, but I was wrong. Just never give in, it will hurt you more than you know.
A few days ago dealer shows up where I live. I always have the door open here and I just couldn't believe it! He comes in has a new car outside, 3 others in the car that stayed in the car, and drinking a beer. Said he just got out of treatment that day. I said, "So how did that go for you?" LOL holding a beer 1st day out? No reply had to leave.
I have gave in a lot in my life, but it is just so powerful, cunning, and so darn baffling how you are not even thinking about the SH!T than that happens and your first words out of your mouth without even thinking is, "Where's it at?" I couldn't believe it.
Lucky I covered those words real quick and remained Sober N Clean.
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Originally Posted by Hooped
I truly thought I had hit rock bottom many times ..but my latest relapse made me realize (quite abruptly too)....rock bottom is death.
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