Damn, smoked weed!
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Damn, smoked weed!
Damn! I smoked a joint tonight. My addictive voice told me I deserved a treat after 9 days of sobriety, the longest I've gone in 5 years, so I smoked a joint for the first time in 5 days. I immediately felt like an idiot. Sure, I'm still comitted to not drinking, but high is not sober. Feel like ****. I'm tossing the rest of my weed. I've realized I actually hate being high now.
I'm fairly new here, and apoligize if this should be part of an existing thread, rather than a new thread.
I'm fairly new here, and apoligize if this should be part of an existing thread, rather than a new thread.
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Don't beat yourself up mate.
During a recent dry spell a friend bought me a lunchtime pint. I sipped at it for a while but felt drowsy and uncomfortable (odd to believe I am saying this) it actually strengthened my resolve to give up.
You seem to be feeling the same way
During a recent dry spell a friend bought me a lunchtime pint. I sipped at it for a while but felt drowsy and uncomfortable (odd to believe I am saying this) it actually strengthened my resolve to give up.
You seem to be feeling the same way
Trudging that road.
Join Date: Nov 2010
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I guess better to do it and find out you don't want or need it in your life at 9 days vs 9 months or a few years.
Please don't let it distance you from recovery been there done that
My mind is a powerful tool and will use anything to keep me in the disease
Today is a new day glad you were honest now that shows me a willingness to want recovery. There are people like me in the past, who would use and not say anything till I either went out full blown, or the guilt was ready to kill me.
THROW IT OUT
Please don't let it distance you from recovery been there done that
My mind is a powerful tool and will use anything to keep me in the disease
Today is a new day glad you were honest now that shows me a willingness to want recovery. There are people like me in the past, who would use and not say anything till I either went out full blown, or the guilt was ready to kill me.
THROW IT OUT
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Thanks everyone. When I'm not drinking or smoking weed I wake up at 7:00 feeling refreshed and energized. This morning I got up at 8:30 feeling the old familiar ganja hangover and nothing but regret for having convinced myself that pot is a harmless substitute for wine that I can indulge in now and then. The marijuana maintenance plan is dead. I'm looking forward to a sober day and night today.
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