Sistersforever

Well, I am working on day 3, lil bit harder than I thought, I keep a few pills cut up into pieces in my pocket, I dont know why, maybe its a security blanket for myself, not sure. They are there and I havent touched them.
Feel bad about not telling my family about my problem, but I can do this without them, I think......No, I can. Ihave a wonderful husband, couldn ask for better....one big problem, he is soooooo bias and judgemental when it comes to drug use, so I figured I would be better off with keeping this to myself.............
I am pretty sure I can do this alone, I have my best friend and this seems like a wonderful website.....I can do this, god I say to myself about 50 times a day, whatever works, I guess.:rotfxko

Taking5

What will it take to get you to flush those pills?

Rickie

You need to flush those pills mate.

What are they if you don't mind me asking?

Rich

Stevie1

I'd ditch the pills too...dunno what they are but in early sobriety I can't imagine having liquor around the house!

Congrats on the three days...it does get easier!

Dee74

I know it's hard, and scary, to let go....but we can't move on with one hand on the railing.
Ditch the pills and move into your new life

D

Pandora1

Flush the pills. Hard to due, but you feel more free if you do.

EmeraldRose

I couldn't imagine recovering with alcohol in the house. I'd snap.
As suggested by the others, if you're serious...get rid of the temptation. You will feel a satisfying release. that its over and you're not holding on anymore.
Good Luck and keep posting your progress. =)

Sistersforever

I kdep the pills, only for when I am done, I would like to cleanse myself and a personal gratifaction of being stronf enough to have them in my pocket and not even touch them..my drug og choice are 10 mg percocet, I take , sorry, TOOK 200 mg a day, I have had none since sunday around 6pm.....so techinically 72 hrs ago.....wow, that fe#ls good to say, I know I still have a long road....but I am ready...thank you all for the support, for I am doin this all alone, if my husband ever found out.........ths would be tje least of my problems, probably never hear from me again...but im not tellin him.
I am strong, and this website is wonderful.
I am feeling better today, besides lack of energy and weepy..taking a boat load of vitamins and adked my dr for an antidepressant, so hopefully it works...:rotfxko

Anna

I'm with the others on this - flush the pills. You're feeling strong now, but gosh, there were time in the middle of the night, when I know I would have had a drink if there had been alcohol in the house. There are good days and bad days in recovery, so please get rid of the pills.